Photo Credit- Adobe Stock I don't know what I am doing. I feel like I'm walking through life with a blind fold on. Just stumbling through my path with no sense of direction and feeling lost. Doing any and everything. Someone very close to me made a comment and said "You seem to be living the dream life.. it seems you are having the time of your life." I am not. Looking from the outside in, I wondered, is there someone out there wishing they were living my life? Does my life seem so put together and organized? Meanwhile, here I am experiencing crippling jealousy and self doubt because I cannot stop comparing myself with my peers who are doing so much better than I am or those who I feel left me behind. I had no idea that I was carrying my pains so well it seemed that I did not have any. Well... if anything, I'm in the pits. I'm not going to start explaining my struggles here. because you know, nobody really cares.. but just because I carry it well does not me...
A blog that captures the thoughts of a complex artistic mind and tries to tell a story on the perceptions of this particular mind. An altered reality if you choose. Get lost in the stories told and read between the lines to understand the words unsaid.